My Addiction: June 2011

♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0KSAnSLukto ♥

I don't ask why, I just fall into the meadow
I close my eyes , and wait to die
Yes, I am a liar
Yes, I am a sinner
Please forgive my broken soul

But I've got nowhere else to go
They made this world so hard
If I had somewhere else to go
I could be a star like you
Special like you
A star like you
Special like you..

And all those picture frames surround you
I saw you with friends
All those busters hang around you
I asked you to dance
I can't take you home tonight
No, I can't be your man
I know why you here tonight
You in a fight with your man

But I've got nowhere else to go.... </3

this song always reminds me of the day we were so in love..laying down with each other.. and i was gazing into your big beautiful eyes.. and you were stroking my hair and looking me back in the eye.. its those times i remember that make me want you back but i know it's not going to happen.. i'll always love you Byron, no matter what... </3

alright so i dont even know what the FUCK to write about D: lol uuuuuuuh, well i could talk about my day. today was .. pretty boring for me. all i did was wake up, literally walk to my washroom, have a suuper hot bath :3 felt so good.. and then just sat around doing nothing.. =\ come to think of it.. i havn't even stepped foot outside yet D:

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soooo, my blog.... hmmmmmm, i wonder what i can type to you, the only thing i can think about doing is posting up random pictures here lol :P
i miss things and people.. lately my life has been sucking to the max !! i've been inside doing fuck all pretty much every day of my life =\ I BE GOING STIR CRAZY UP THIS BITCH !! i hope i dont get myself.. its sucks when you annoy yourself. i cant do nothing right >:O ! S T U P I D ! im a hazard to myself. im not down for love again, im not down for bullshit, i'm sick of mind games, i's sick of stupid guys, im sick of everything.. i dont have the tolerance for stupidity, i have a short temper, im a mean person.. someone just shoot me already ? lol.. but in reality..WHAT CAN I DO !!!! im just living to die anyways so until that day comes, im just guna live... live life to the "FULLEST" .. -___-

Hollywood Undead - Circles. ♥ love that song...

besides the fact of my life being so lame and shitty, i guess i can give the up sides to it (: lately ive been enjoying being in my room alone and pretty much just being alone, talking to certain people who keep me in good spirits, i love sitting in my room feeling the nice breeze, and when i can't feel it, i decide to go sit on my roof cuz from there it feels FANTASTIC ! it's nice to sit around with family and enjoy the love they spread, and listen to some good tunes with them, it varies from hed pe to bob marley :P good times i must say happen here, besides the fact that some of us may get sick of each other and argue over nothing. =\ regardless.... lol.. i love just sitting on my roof, watching the sunset.. well some what of it, the stupid trees across the street get in the way of actually seeing the damn thing >.< but anyways, in my life i believe in what i believe in and stick to that to keep me happy. (: so really nothing that people do nor tell me makes me happy, the only thing that seems to be keeping me happy is myself.. BUT i believe that every woman gets ONE great love in there life, weather it be past or future, that one great love will be there forever. i hope mine will... but most of the times that i predict something, surely enough.. shit never happens how i want it to or expect it to .. but doesn't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected expected ? and if so, whats the point of expecting the unexpected when your just expecting the expected ? im not crazy.... lol and im not quite sure if that actually makes sense.. anyways, i guess that's all my little brain can handle at this moment. lol